MISUNDERSTOOD

MISUNDERSTOOD that about sums me up, today I thought I would be brought back, I mean I thought I had the votes. Now I think that some people have made me out to be some kind of evil person, well I'm hardly that. I simply want to have the chance that I and ALOT of other people think that I deserve. Votes show that people agree bring me back, so why not? I don't have a bad attitude at all that is not me, I have not hated on anyone or ratted anyone out. I don't like people pointing their finger and blaming me. I just want to prove myself.....remember I didn't quit I'm someone who WANTS to come back to be tormented.

Straight from the mouth of Sonya......I love ya girl!!! Michella....I still believe you were voted off to early and I still believe you deserve a second chance. I loved our chats and love the fact that you still encouraged me even though you were no longer there. I know that was hard for you, but that just shows what type of person you are! I'll cherish our friendship and I think us MS outcast should start working out together! We can meet in the middle!! LOL!!!

THANK YOU

I FEEL AS THOUGH A GREAT BIG THANK YOU IS DUE AT THIS TIME TO EVERYONE THAT HAS SUPPORTED ME AND EVEN AFTER HAVING A HIDEOUS "X" PUT ON MY PICTURE YOU CONTINUE TO WORK TO GET ME BACK INTO THE GAME.

To my family and friends from back home, just outside of Nashville, TN I love you all and your words of encouragement continue to make me drive to improve myself. From the phone calls to emails and all the in between you are the best and keep it coming.

To my wonderful co-workers and my parents from CCCA you are awesome!!!! Their were mornings that I would be in the hallway greeting each child that came in and you ALL had something positive to say to me and ALWAYS wanted to know how I was doing.........Encouragement from out of this world........you guys are the best......I thank you from the bottom of my heart.

To my wonderful husband, thank you thank you for all of your encouragement and support you continue to COACH me. Never once through any of this have you told me that I HAD to get this weight off or that I was FAT. Even though we both know it's not healthy. I love you and blessed to have found you in my life when I did..........

To Ms. Suzie, God love you!!!!!!!!! From watching you go through your journey to getting your continued support in more ways than one I love you!!!! Please know how grateful I am to have you in my life.

To the remaining Gutbusters, I am sorry if you have bitter feelings toward me right now, but know this.......I am thankful for your support when I was on the team you helped me through workouts when I thought I couldn't go on. I am sorry that some of you think I am being a "rat" but it isn't me. "Not my style" I hope that you can see past the drama and call me sometimes. To my girl Sonya and Tina thanks for the support when needed. Sonya my dear thanks for continuing to encourage me even after being voted off.........KEEP ON ROCKING IT SONYA give it all you got!!!!


I thank God for bringing you all into my life...

Still here!

Hey guys, I know and I am well aware that this a game, I wanted to stay in it as many weeks as possible. I thought that it was clear that I was in this for MYSELF and my family.....out of all of the gutbusters you never once heard me say anything about picturing myself on a beach in Cancun.
Lindsey, I hate rats too and if even for a minute you think it's me you are sadly mistaken. Whoever your rat is they are still with you daily and collecting more trash talk to slam against the team, but it isn't me.
Andy, I am glad that you believe in so many true things, but if you are directing any of those comments to me then you are sadly mistaken too. I believe I was eliminated last week for a reason, whether it be to re-motivate me or jump start me then so be it, but it was for a reason. I have told the other team nothing believe me or not. I just want back in the game I need this just as much as anyone else. You guys just need to realize I feel betrayed, we all spent alot of time talking to one another after and before training and I always felt that if I had a bad week against certain people I would be safe and you both know what I mean.
Angry I'm not, hurt I AM..........Seeking revenge against my team by trash talking to the other team...NOT MY STYLE! I hope that you believe me but I can't make you.

VOTE VOTE VOTE VOTE VOTE VOTE VOTE!!!!!!!!!

Yep yep it is Thursday and yes I'm still here......I try not to listen to the radio so much any more but ya know I am......I am hearing alot of talk about people and things going on!!!!! all I have to say is SNAP!!!!!
Bring back bring back oh bring back our Shellbean to us!!!
Bring back oh bring back oh bring back our Shellbean to us!!!
PLEASE

I'm on a mission to get it done........I want to kick butt!!!!!!!!
But in order for that to happen you got to bring back the SHELLBEAN!!!!!


By the way my new nickname is the PISSED OFF SHELLBEAN!!!!!!

Caution: Watch your head cause the pounds are still dropping here!!!

KEEP VOTING

Peace out!!!! C-YA

COMMENT

Amanda, I said from day one if you read my blog that this was something I was doing for myself and MY CHILDREN, one of which you got to meet the day before I was voted off. I am pissed off and feel cheated and betrayed. I hope you can understand my feelings? I'M PISSED AND I PROMISE I WILL GET UR DONE !!!!

Threat? Me a THREAT??

Wth, today I was eliminated and it was hard. I'm pissed, I mean I am pissed off. Excuse my language but I have never been so shocked and stabbed in the back. Then you want to say I am a threat? I am not done here by no means, I want to be brought back to finish what I started.......CRAP Odessa I am going to borrow you key word tonight and let off a little steam.
I want to be back now and if it means being on the other team then so be it!! I want it bad. I am sorry to everyone that has supported me thus far I feel like I have let people down that voted for me and I'm sorry for that. My most dreaded task today was having to face my 14 year old son and tell him that mom had given her best and still was eliminated. His words to me, "mom I'm still proud of you." He came to workout with me last night and stayed right by my side and encouraged me all the way. Therefore my journey is not over it has only begun remaining GUTBUSTERS!! You have not seen the last of me
I want to send a shout out to my friends, family, and co-workers.......go to the forum page and vote me back in, bring Shellbean back into the game. Thanks again for all the support and I love you all.



THE SHELLBEAN WILL RISE AGAIN!!!! IT AIN'T OVER TIL THE FAT LADY SINGS AND FROM WHERE I SEE IT THERE WON'T BE ANY FAT LADY AROUND TO SING............


THANKS KENNEDY THOSE WHERE THE FIRST CLEAN WORDS THAT CAME TO MIND WHEN ASKED ABOUT COMING BACK AND IF I WOULD KEEP UP THE WORK.............

Day before the big one!

I am nervous as usual and uncertain, I just hope that no matter what happens tomorrow my team knows I am NOT ready to go home. Intense workout this morning and I'm sure that Kelly will stick it to us again tonight!!! Pray for me!!!