Still here!

Hey guys, I know and I am well aware that this a game, I wanted to stay in it as many weeks as possible. I thought that it was clear that I was in this for MYSELF and my family.....out of all of the gutbusters you never once heard me say anything about picturing myself on a beach in Cancun.
Lindsey, I hate rats too and if even for a minute you think it's me you are sadly mistaken. Whoever your rat is they are still with you daily and collecting more trash talk to slam against the team, but it isn't me.
Andy, I am glad that you believe in so many true things, but if you are directing any of those comments to me then you are sadly mistaken too. I believe I was eliminated last week for a reason, whether it be to re-motivate me or jump start me then so be it, but it was for a reason. I have told the other team nothing believe me or not. I just want back in the game I need this just as much as anyone else. You guys just need to realize I feel betrayed, we all spent alot of time talking to one another after and before training and I always felt that if I had a bad week against certain people I would be safe and you both know what I mean.
Angry I'm not, hurt I AM..........Seeking revenge against my team by trash talking to the other team...NOT MY STYLE! I hope that you believe me but I can't make you.